Numbed feeling

empty corpse laying on the bed,torn limb from limb is how she's feelings.She wears a teared felt mask as she holds herself still trying to not let him invade her mind any longer..But she fails..

I small smile plasters her face as she thinks of being in his embrace..It's the harsh truth but she has fallen too far this time.

yeah thats me right there..Stupid idiot who thought he liked me in the same way turns out it was one sided [as usual] I'm so bad at picking relationships...Oh well..I'm feel rather numb right now,nothing registering my brain except of all the hurt I'm feeling..How can I be so stupid to think he liked me same way?..No one will ever like me same way..To guys I'm just a freakin' trophy..I will never feel love,ever.

I have so much to say yet the words just wont come out...I kinda regret giving him the chance..I should of stuck to my guns and not let him have a chance,then I wouldn't be feeling this way..STUPID B****!!Why don't you ever learn?!