so long I haven't written in here lol..

not much has been happening here anyways,just working and working and more working =(

i'm sick again! no change there lol,i'm always sick.. my appendix wound is bruising like mad,really hurts... all cause of work,i'm very clumsy I keep banging it on things..

mhm i have been writing move since my break up with Azly... i miss Azly so much,wish we were still together.. oh well what to do...

i don't know what else to say, so I'll just leave you with a poem =)

15/10/09

Don't turn away my love,

let us not pretend,

let's remove our masks & start this journey again.

The spaces between your fingers

should be filled with mine.

All me to be myself around you,

pull away the covers that seperate me from you.

Let me show you all the beauty this world has to offer.

Look into my eyes my love,

tell me what you see.

Burning craze to show you what's under my skin.

This is not a lie my love,

Believe & trust in me,

then we will surely rise through this world together..

yes yes,this is for Azly... everything i write is for him.. everything i do is for him.. i miss him so much it's killing me slowly... i need serious mental help =(